Madness

Madness. The madness is everywhere. And the chaos, the chaos is everywhere.
The threat is everywere and my eyes do no longer see. I do no longer see but my heart is still beating, waiting for The guest.

The terror is everywhere. The threat is everywhere. The black tide is here to kill me.



Come, come with me My guest, let us sit here and dwell in peace.
Let us close our eyes, do not let me see.. 

I am

I dreamt that I was a tourist, travelling in a foreign land. I was quite tired and restless at heart, while I observed the surroundings.

   During my quiet observation, I was somehow greeted, by A Voice.

   And here is what it said:

"I am the I am. I am with you, my rod and my staff, will comfort you

  For I am with you. Now rest"

And I remember falling asleep in my sleep,

because I was so tired.

Why does he like that word I am...

   Why does he repeat it...

What does it mean.....

I do not understand...

Consoled


I love the thought of beauty, not for beauty itself but
for what it represents, immortality.

So those days my heart is unconsoled, i wrap myself  in beauty. I search for it, I tend to it and make it a precious extension of  my soul, of my very being.

And I listen to Romeo Santos and  I smile
and dance throughout the garden....

Yes I dance and sing my spanish songs. ..
and my heart  is once again quietly consoled. ...


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The Sacrifice

I saw myself quietly walking into a chruch, observing, listening to the silence....
It was so comforting. Then I realized were I was and quite frightened,
 I called out loud:

'How did I get here..'
 And Jesus replied:
For I sent for thee....
"But why did you do that? I replied, very surprised."

"Because you are very, very exhausted, Child..."

Then I saw a great altar and I heared him say:
"Also for Thee, I sacrificed myself, rest Child...."  

So I laid down on that huge altar, on his precious sacrifice and I came to understand,
that I am very tired.....


While I rested He came in, and Jesus told him:
   "Now, rest together..."
And a blanket fell from the heaven and gently caressed us and death hade no power over us....
   So we rested me and my Hero.....
We rested together untill we fell asleep. ..

(This  was  also a dream)

The Dream

I dreamt that I was at a hospital, in a room were everybody was dying...
  When they saw me they shouted, with a loud voice

 'The priestess has come who god sent, to grant us peace before we die'

But i told them, 'You are severly mistaken, i am not a priestess and
 i do not choose god. I want to be left alone and grieve...'

Another priestess was there and she said:
 'I know... but he choose you, anyway, to be a priestess of many mercys
   and comfort the weak and the dying, in dispear. '

Excuse the spelling the laptop is having a really bad day...

Why...

There is something about you,

I can not explain it,  can not put it into words,

can not manifest it, in any way...

Why do you search for me, still?

Have I not left you for now...

Have I not given you free, 

like a bird, from your calling?

For yes, you are free -

You are free, my love

So what is keeping you here, in my silence?

Why do you send for me?

Why do you send them?

Why are you not giving up on me????

And yet, I still remember, the way I loved you so intensely...

The way you loved me.

The way I carried you softly in my heart.

Perhaps, I still love you,

But you are the living Christ,

And you should not be begging for my love...

You need to let me go...

  So please, let me go...

                                                         Every sunrise....he sends this song....
                                                               I do not understand why...

 

Life Anew

When you pass through the waters,

I will be with you and when you pass through the rivers,

they will not sweep over you...

 

Forgive me Dear Readers,

for neglecting you...

I often think about you all and I miss you dearly.

 

One day I hope to return to you again,

If God so grant me that wish and keep me with you.

You may pray for me.

I shall miss you all, like I always do

and I shall never forget single one of you,

for I carry your image, deeply within my heart.

 

 

With Love Jasmina and my Beloved Christ

 

 

          

  The Dark Hour

       

The meditation of my heart and message, for you this Valentine weekend,

lies within one short sentence. One sentence which itself manifest, the

true nature of love. Let us therefore gently treasure it within our hearts.

... I loved you at your darkest...

     Romans 5:8

With Love Mina

Tender Grace

Sometimes something changes you
so deeply that you come to realise -
that you are no longer,
the woman you used to be.

You honestly, do not know
who you will be tomorrow
or what will become of thee..

For the world has become
an unfamiliar place which you know,
nothing about, anymore...


You do not know what is waiting ahead,
but you do know,
that you have some hard times to face.

In the midst of them all,
you grieve deeply and you cry...
But you are truly thankfull and blessed -
because now you do, know.

Yes you know -
you have learned,
what you did not understand, before...

You have become The Enlightened and now you truly
can see His Light, and how much you have fallen short
of glory, and desperately needes, His tender grace....

With Love Jasmina

Science Of Love

I understand that it is through love that we can render ourselves.

That love is the one thing I long for, 

that I search for.

The science of love is the only science

 I wish to desire.

With Love Mina

                         At Your Loving Door

To whom can we turn to if not to You,

whose heart is the source of all graces and merit?

Were should we seek if not in the treasure
 in which contains, 

all the riches of your kindness and mercy?

Where must we knock if not, 

at the door to your heart?

So I say to you:  Ask and it will be given to you,

seek and you will find,

 knock and the door will be opened to you.♥

With Love Mina 

 I Will Take Care Of You

A soft and rainy day like this, my thoughts go out to you,
my beloved Christ. You are in my thoughts,
in my desire and in all my hopefull dreams.
How I love Thee....

Lately beloved Shepherd has surprised me with two
precious acts. May I kindly tell you about His love?
His gentleness never seems to amaze me.

The First Event

I am softly resting, my eyes are closed, and in the background I hear the sound of the train. I am headed on my long way to work. Everything is quiet and before I fell asleep, I said to Christ in my heart :

'I just feel so small God and very alone.., who will take care of me?'



And I heared a gentle but clear voice, saying, thou sitting by my side:

But I, I will take care of you, Jasmina....

And then I saw something in a vision:  the skies, but they were grey and very sad, 
thou they wanted to crie silent tears and I saw two huge hands, reaching 
down from this sadness from heaven, as if to embrace me.

And I felt deep down within my heart and soul that these hands belonged to someone, so very kind and loving, and : He wants to be your Father, that is his burning desire. And He just wants to love you so much, I just cannot explain it, because I am to small to understand it.


The Second Event


It actually happened yesterday, once again on the train.
I prayed about something, very, very much.
I guess I pray for it almost all day long *smiles.

And in my vision I received a letter from Christ and this is what it said:

'Who taught you to fly?
Who gave you your wings?
You, you cannot do this on your own,  
but I, I will do it for you, smiles ;) '


Sometimes Christ has a lot of humor and he likes to make himself funny and cute.
And He is really, really cute.

Have a beautiful day, pretty hearts!

With Everlasting Love & Smiles

Mina

 Around You

I promise you
I will try harder to be better.
I have battled with things
inside me -
for longer than you know.

I do not know what they are
I only know
that they feel managable,
defeatable -
when I am around you...

With Love Mina

I Dreamt Of You

Like the stars need the sky
and the river needs it's rain.
Like an eagle needs it's wings -
and the fire needs it's flames.

Like the sun needs the day
and the night needs the moon.
Like the air that I breathe -
That's how I,  

I dreamt of you....

With Love Mina & My Hero

 I Will Bring You Back

Are You really here?

Yes, yes I am. 

And I, where than am I?

You are right beside me beautiful.

 Are you sure?

Yes, for I can feel you, so close to my heart.

And you will never leave me?

And I shall never leave you.

Why shall you not?

Because I love you, with my every breath.

And when you go astray I will seek you, 

and I will find you and I will bring you back,

and hold you close to my heart again.

 I will always find you, always and I will bring you back....

 With Love Jasmina and My Hero

Based Upon Virtue

Nothing has the power to part me from you, our love is based upon virtue,

and it will last forever...

With Love jasmina

My Beloved

My beloved.
Do not be afraid.
Do not move.
Do not speak.

This moment had to be.
This moment is. There is no end to it.
Don't you see?
And this moment will continue from now until forever.

~~

With Love Jasmina....

Comforting Beauty

Sometimes we need to take a few steps back

and feel the calmness 

of who we are, and the life that is all around us.

 Surrounding us with so much,
comforting beauty.

Today, enjoy a sweet moment of serenity 
and let your hearts be open, to all the positive comfort that is all around us, whispering;

It is all going to be okey and that you may relax 
and enjoy this moment
 for this moment is your life,
and it is precious.


 With Love Jasmina & My Hero 

A Small Letter of Comfort

Today I wish to share with you 
 again something that I received, but this time as dream.
 It thought it would be pretty to share it 
with You Beautiful Reader, 
on Valentine's Day, but I didn't
hade that opportunity yesterday.

A small letter, that He hade given to me,
of comfort and of hope.

'Pray. Pray, and I shall help you,

to no longer remember all of that.

[that hurt me]

Like it had never even happened to you. 

Like it had never even happened at all....

Oh If you only knew, what I can do for you,

                                                    If you only knew.'

                                         ~The Shepherd, Christ.~ 

Hope you hade a nice Valentine's Day!
With Love Jasmina & My Hero.

 The Doors of Life

These past few days, friends, have been 

quite difficult for me.

They have been quite of a challenge... !

But in the midst of my challenges,  

there have been beautiful comfort - 

my husbands loving arms.

In his arms I always find my refuge, 

my peace and my way back to god.  

How can a man have so much compassion, 

with my weakness? 

So much tenderness, with my brokenness? 

So much passionate love and grace, that calls upon me ?

Thou I sometimes choose not to respond. 

Not to come.

But in the midst of my hardship,

a few days ago, when I woke up,

I received the most remarkable vision 

from god, so far. Can I tell you what I saw....?

A beautiful bouquet of tulips in this colour.

And I remember feeling, that it was okey

 to let go, of all that was holding me back.

 I may anew open the doors of life.

I remember feeling so happy, and the feeling of
it is all well, came over me.

And I asked a very close friend 

and my sister of course, smiles*

'Why did god gave me flowers, that morning? Why does he care for me so?'

And they always say the same thing, because they know that I can not find it in my heart to truly understand.

'God is Love. And He loves you. He is not like Him

who did you many wrongs.

 He is like to one, whom he choosed to heal your heart with -

your broken parts.

And trough him daily demonstrate in small, gentle and humble ways,

that you can understand
and embrace, his love and his grace -

 your beloved husband.

The love of thy youth.'

With Love Jasmina & My Hero