Him

 

I always dream of horses, from nowhere they seem to arrive.

I can not tell why, but I know the image of them, always comforts me and brings me healing.

  But a week ago, I dreamt something quite different...

I saw Christ sitting on a porch, with his eyes gently resting on me.

  But I wish he didn't... I most truly do not deserve it.

 

He was sitting with Him, and he told Him :

 

  She is hungry child, let us feed her, let us give her my bread..

 

With Love Jasmina

 

 

The Love

                      Having a very busy workweek but just wanted to speak out The Love
                                       yes love, Christ is love...and he loves you.
                                       So be at peace today, it is all going to work out.
                                           Do not be afraid. Do not be afraid, friend.

With Love Mina and my Christ

          
                                                     

Greetings,

It has been almost two years since I found myself here, with you and for now I am back, 

and I am encouraged on my journey towards my dream.

Today, let us relax for a while and just,yes, dream together..

Whar are you dreaming of? Remember, as above so below.

      

With Love Mina and for ever, my Christ +

The Sacrifice

I saw myself quietly walking into a chruch, observing, listening to the silence....
It was so comforting. Then I realized were I was and quite frightened,
 I called out loud:

'How did I get here..'
 And Jesus replied:
For I sent for thee....
"But why did you do that? I replied, very surprised."

"Because you are very, very exhausted, Child..."

Then I saw a great altar and I heared him say:
"Also for Thee, I sacrificed myself, rest Child...."  

So I laid down on that huge altar, on his precious sacrifice and I came to understand,
that I am very tired.....


While I rested He came in, and Jesus told him:
   "Now, rest together..."
And a blanket fell from the heaven and gently caressed us and death hade no power over us....
   So we rested me and my Hero.....
We rested together untill we fell asleep. ..

(This  was  also a dream)

The Dream

I dreamt that I was at a hospital, in a room were everybody was dying...
  When they saw me they shouted, with a loud voice

 'The priestess has come who god sent, to grant us peace before we die'

But i told them, 'You are severly mistaken, i am not a priestess and
 i do not choose god. I want to be left alone and grieve...'

Another priestess was there and she said:
 'I know... but he choose you, anyway, to be a priestess of many mercys
   and comfort the weak and the dying, in dispear. '

Excuse the spelling the laptop is having a really bad day...

                                                                      Home

                                                      When you have lost your way, 

                                             take a pause and look closely around you.

                                     For somewhere and somehow, and angel will be waiting -    

                                                  waiting to guide you back home.

                                                              With Love Mina  

Feathers

He will cover you with his feathers, 

 and under his wings you will find refuge -
  his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.

You will not fear the terror of night,
 nor the arrow that flies by day..

Sleep tight pretty hearts,

and be blessed 

With Love Jasmina

One Little Kiss

Beloved friends,
It seems as ages since I posted something here,
but that has partly been because, I have been without real functioning internet,
for a longer time now. So today I am catching up with you from work.

And of course I have something to share with you from Beautiful Christ,
who has once again, gained my love and gained my deepest admiration,

This Saturday 03:40 I laid awake, could not sleep. I was tormented with just about every negative feeling, there is to encounter.



And at that point I had reached that final destination,
were I felt totally defeated and overwhelmed by life.

And this was what I said to Christ:

I am tired, I am so tired...
I am more than defeated, I am past defeated, I am defeated...
The faith is gone, the hopes are gone,
the life within me, it is gone now..

And you did not save me,
You did not come to save me...
You did not come...


And than something happened, that changed me.

Christ stepped into my bedroom, he just stepped in, and he was standing in front of me now. Looking at me, with sadness in his eyes. But he was not standing on the ground, but softly floating over a white peaceful cloud, all dressed in pure white. He was dazzling beautiful, the very portrait of beauty. Just looking at him was pure and living comfort.

He gave me a vision of deeply hugging a young woman (me) and than giving her a light kiss on her forehead, just like a dear friend. So much love there were in that hug, I cannot describe it to you.
I could only hear myself thinking, I want to live in this comfort, I was made for this...

And when He left, the negative feelings left as well with him. Somehow all was well now.
I did not know why, I could not understand why, I just knew that I felt so light and at peace and I fell asleep relaxed and comforted. Because of one single kiss on my little forehead..

With Love Jasmina




 

                         At Your Loving Door

To whom can we turn to if not to You,

whose heart is the source of all graces and merit?

Were should we seek if not in the treasure
 in which contains, 

all the riches of your kindness and mercy?

Where must we knock if not, 

at the door to your heart?

So I say to you:  Ask and it will be given to you,

seek and you will find,

 knock and the door will be opened to you.♥

With Love Mina 

The Reply

The other night I found myself a bit restless,

could not quite settle down with my thoughts,

with my fears and my soul,

that just could not be comforted.

So I asked Christ within my heart:

'Who shall comfort me?

To whom shall I go with this heart of mine -

to console and to quiet, 

in the hour of need?

And then it happened. A gentle voice as if beside my bed, replied:

Parakletos

  

 

What an odd word I thought to myself, I wonder what It could mean.

And the translation I found, was this:

Your god who comforts, 

and that made me lose my breath, smiles.

Sleep tight pretty hearts!

 

Always There

Help me Father ❤  to speak when words are needed and to dwell in your silence,
when they are not.

Help me to live within the sacred dwelling of your heart and always look upon it as my home.

To cherish a simple heart-
which does not look upon great deeds
nor profound thoughts -

but laughs at the most simple joy
and smiles even when it hurts.

Because also in the hurting, you are there -
You who loves me, are always there.

In everything let me be simple at heart,
so that they may see You,
and know that You who loves ❤ them -
are always there.

With Love Mina

 To Banish All Fear

To live out of love means to banish all fear.
Every memory of past faults.
I see no mark of my sins,
In a moment love burnt everything.
    ~ ♥ Therese of Lisieux ♥ ~
       
              
I wish You a pretty Monday, beautiful friends -
never forget just how special you are!



There is a whole world out there, but it needs You blessed one, to be complete.

You make this creation complete and beautiful ♥
So make it smile today and fill it with most generous love!

With Love Mina & Christ

The Wings

Today I wish to tell you about something, that our Father showed me, while I was yet sleeping.
Sometimes he makes me feel like sleeping beauty, were everything pretty happens in the dreams.

Before I fell asleep I told Father all about my heart, my desires, my lost hope and my dreams -



but then I told him all about my failures,
my unbelieve and my many fears and that became quite a loooong list...

But I also told him that The Wings he had so kindly given to me,
(Look for June the 3:rd) was now broken. I could not fly anymore -
nor could I feel the wind beneath them,
that so gracefully carried me.

And I cried in a silent room, were none could hear,
tears that none could comfort,
because none was near...
falling down a soft cushion.

And during my sleep this is what I saw:

A woman slowly approaching my way, looking strangely at me.
A stranger but yet a friend, somehow.
Like she had known me, always.

She took my hands and placed them in hers and said:

 'I give you wings and I give you new fresh hope ♥ '

and she smiled and went away.

With Love Mina & Christ

                Before I fall Asleep

There has never been a day when I have not carried you so close to my heart - my beloved Christ.
You are so beautiful and kind and your heart is a tremendous ocean of infinite gentleness and grace.
How I adore Thee.

These past few weeks I have entered into a new season of my life, where everything is so different but yet very hopeful,because of You, my beloved.

But there in between has been sadness and fear, and as always the heart of Christ is somehow ready to comfort. And this is what he has given to me, once a day for many days now.


Just before I fall asleep, I see Him and how he gently kisses
a little girl on her forehead, and sometimes
he gives her a little hug,
day by day, just before I fall asleep...

With Love Mina & Christ

 The Paradox

I have found the paradox, 

that if you love until it hurts, 

there can be no more hurt,
only more love.

With Love Mina & My Hero

 The Light

Even the darkness will not be dark to you; 

the night will shine like the day,

for darkness is as light to you.

 Psalm 139:12

~~

With Love Mina

Loving Kindness

Christ is the truest and most sacred of gentleman.
If there has ever been pure perfection, he alone portraits it, by being just the way he is. Beautiful in every single way.


Once again he did it, 3 times in one night. 
How is that possible?
How can anyone love so passionately? 
Seek so endearingly and to never let you go?

I laid awake yesterday, and It was long past midnight.
I could not sleep. I was thinking about so many things.
I was very, very sad.

So as always, Christ gave me a vison, like he so often does, for reasons I cannot understand, but I know he loves me like crazy....!


I just don't know why?

But it is not for my strength but for my weakness.
I am loved just for being so small and always in need for
his perfect love, and I am not ashamed of it. And never will I be.

Because in his perfect love I exist, in the palm of his hands 
I take my every breath. And every time I breathe, 
it is like we breathe together, we love together, fight and dream big together....
He is my truest friend. My most sacred companion.


The Vision

I saw a desert and myself resting in the desert. I was in a very bad shape.
Alone and completely abandoned. And then I saw Christ and he came to my desert and
he was on his knees, by my side. He took my head in his hands and laid it gently on his lap,
to comfort me.

And 3 times late that sleepless night, the same vision came over and over again, as if to say :

'I love you and when all the ones you have loved 
have abandoned you, 
see, I will not.

I will still breathe with you, 
love with you and
 fight with you, 
because I love you, 
and I will dream with you forever .'

With Love Mina

 I Will Take Care Of You

A soft and rainy day like this, my thoughts go out to you,
my beloved Christ. You are in my thoughts,
in my desire and in all my hopefull dreams.
How I love Thee....

Lately beloved Shepherd has surprised me with two
precious acts. May I kindly tell you about His love?
His gentleness never seems to amaze me.

The First Event

I am softly resting, my eyes are closed, and in the background I hear the sound of the train. I am headed on my long way to work. Everything is quiet and before I fell asleep, I said to Christ in my heart :

'I just feel so small God and very alone.., who will take care of me?'



And I heared a gentle but clear voice, saying, thou sitting by my side:

But I, I will take care of you, Jasmina....

And then I saw something in a vision:  the skies, but they were grey and very sad, 
thou they wanted to crie silent tears and I saw two huge hands, reaching 
down from this sadness from heaven, as if to embrace me.

And I felt deep down within my heart and soul that these hands belonged to someone, so very kind and loving, and : He wants to be your Father, that is his burning desire. And He just wants to love you so much, I just cannot explain it, because I am to small to understand it.


The Second Event


It actually happened yesterday, once again on the train.
I prayed about something, very, very much.
I guess I pray for it almost all day long *smiles.

And in my vision I received a letter from Christ and this is what it said:

'Who taught you to fly?
Who gave you your wings?
You, you cannot do this on your own,  
but I, I will do it for you, smiles ;) '


Sometimes Christ has a lot of humor and he likes to make himself funny and cute.
And He is really, really cute.

Have a beautiful day, pretty hearts!

With Everlasting Love & Smiles

Mina

 Around You

I promise you
I will try harder to be better.
I have battled with things
inside me -
for longer than you know.

I do not know what they are
I only know
that they feel managable,
defeatable -
when I am around you...

With Love Mina

 But I Thought of You

I headed off to the end of the world.

I crossed the border at Segny,

than I journeyed through Europe.

I travelled by train from Vienna, through Mehren down to Kiev.

I hired a caravan to cross the russians steepes -

500 hundred miles of ice and storm.

I ate my dinner at lake Baikal 

but I thought of you as always...

With Love Mina